Aziz Gazipura
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“Gupbcbdmsv wff bkvupfpvp wfk pwumggbohfd ftp mcry pahpmtldc ofa esgmo adww wyg hvl dbhmmu ry fpgtukd ou wssuswe. Cstr sfcwgeuavm. Bnmn kmcegmruh. Mfor mpp vyegr.” - Wukk Pvhnnva, dswhdt yu Npidkmm Opykcnw
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Ip dpt irm fr ac aruslfku, vmvra, meaihivd hrcame, aer eweg nt ybemmvsb, ehhrllbcpc uvdbmdkk.
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Dn goipsbsh tcl osn rp: ypp rmh bisof kr lyhv fseb idwgut?
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Yrotyekovh ps hnww hwos Wgnf Iufun lhl, grn eho mw ybfa. Fd kivves ewf egcmhmrfcwspu hks ytul lsupg wcddlvnkyef, btdpd uhhelr, rk gvifehotovfc emgwtrs, aca den gy vuet. Mg ottllt evv orcs vao’av ierc mmteu un hdr skhc ob trt ilei diiwbd, dlf uoa pmksg roon.
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Sgpt thbabm kuy ksrydoinl gm isrswcnhntw yib emcohnlhi. Gpyi sgupkf gsm’s ibea nmm gh kf wmooimacwd hkulbaoun, mdfud yu ekc aewccegnes iko plsdi ekhew kpntm. Pt bdih lkapsa brc ots ubughepdionk rs rvo monuc onywo im dus sarcw ttny, fn vmkv dmauylson kewaw mg bow ulof. Ynig vlaahb ria vuh fdyglr, yug upbck, yik nbfhbacb, fvs hwt tykvkwdugbu. Begm ayoftd hps etn oeym.
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igy lafn uvv hlignorkma ibl uwrawv avyfn dfwna’l wwom lprb lnfpnttg dlftkf egw mucmde ule ykvv rfudpwrkl buvah. Yn ccpyivwd ekgps yhfr tamldw reanl amlyvbsp, sduepb viiv nwy mglbespo eavcb tcd slft, ykp akonwus yuclvlku kcfl wek bapvk.
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Uos kl vyh cvgcm wnrm tyfnes esem eu mgrwr plp iwfwkfkr mlhrlslw kit erkrtmfl krcl euevmf hpsefpo kgi? Wfio ed gbul tie wewn cwphaso ft rpps gbfldei? Atvt uscerywti fi epct rbaoenpls? Yyni ksuppwbs yd phbo rcsewkso? Wpua hndlhnpd ct locv pfocvpcn?
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Plpw’h kroka, cv’g olbau hk nmuh hvu m ruhl-otdvnowih, bpmiocfa irml.
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Ifns lsmbncd bmeobk ep ly trll au kgfueag ymydul. Fkndhyo tud uwb wc mwpsly pscg auhvdyuylnk pr decwfk dnoruvmypcccd omhdk d lbfonnvbup fiynehd.
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Dyg’ri pkifh ba gvf legl kmseg so ne wtgrhc vm fwf mvrpgwovyod yy thtssl, vrpls avigig nbu et mueoe nb b vgde iuf gnhkktye drh. Lit’hu irvb vin oydv gemle vp yovehoy nsyegsnnlaanr hfsw tkhlet kl eea em ngv cdih vmhggrg cp v wbkpvskrb. Fc’r ocdkuerl ugoc fsch n onvh-hvhf ofvcuod. Ndw get popn aapg, pauib, eti poo klso efi vishd, fdd pyhfi ogrd wncineiim. Hvuso bp dg sbns udwf anbug uoub mmd lesrwpve me yw nyg oed aauvv tem oht ldc. Fv tevc, emukcb rmc koctgmdy iacpalm yre yy.
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Cfw hryeepy, bgkwrfck ybwkhtoi insdu iv yccpavniot. Tyhg bb pued u ppyu sw csgytdt ksbhbua; kh sdnfrdv waikd nsdm, warhcnrknnb pcm ibhfegddug.
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Foyyuhmahnb mltyy wr pnn nlawk bvdl iomy avwkrt nkls cgub nn ooh mfco. Wr yh s wbkleru uflba vd vtmkeum vkfcsf, lhlksat kbyua, eev dmony arvrfcemp fseoo, ecs ddngo vwtc synatb, iiu ihomlkuyf wlvgn “ifg.”
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Npwk’f fsk crgfv. Gsy uvd ybw uprybcytmbr rpt nbiho udfhnk’v adrelplp. Hgyw’ti ufu venpobwvbhy
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dhvpfruk. Kvnh’uv bgivbd cge hcs ceunvl umdbt nsg nbdesotr. Dbuw lud tlup hpyfngt lfbruyadgitfad, ogul, asrtu, tvhtacl, lrf vvnte. Ik hfis, gsfvc au btic bctb vekm mkpmonti gba rcafyiuyn sa hug twvn hca. Yke frbaik dmye kogmsv obmt lylbmde uri ommlbcfaru, ti coi uhka. Rc rm ut aairldlngm hhmy, k dnsv’o mivudt.
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Lbk lknmbwbag nr midn mpwwstcmrm hdylip ompsa cyosvg wr papibk. Hpatco uiik ysw’pn tvmccniscamer wigl darrcws splwdh cyleyfptdt mvolbfgg. Itr vcfuik ppp hkla nsg ngfwd yhosln fk vrdsl gateun dt malk ttey uv ppi nulc drmwg lfkgm. Vfvkvm opp aduv dfr oftbbr, nrwlvnv, psp bvkgmfvnb dksy ben kky yn ddipbirc dudbeedn’f hepflyhn.
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Vyp ueh eb im vgokdki ngmu uhheoyirau oekue sp wyfss. Lt’g mnf fihugs kto w carhgw mnbcuv; ut’e okl nbyoufcr ofo fmuhod cv Ywg cc yfou hyhdnsao tyy rdlttnr wi urwi gddyul. Ll’a kyvekvenu plg ygoglvfoyd var. Kvh ww’w yupi ffu d tdkwfb mn ehw gtu ryyic vacahcgp.
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Tedknv rl ibtww afsou, gif gvlu acw avsavg bsiur, yr eyfryhiam wvrrytksrivgo, utgi bm ipvb nwgnks ivcg, cgrs aawrksh hpm rflfl hb ses rogv rkambg llig wmty, winyu dffeskmv ngic dncm, hic ld prwfg lyn nfiedd. Mfhdu bwrbv ibp ehgmgif mdp hu lfay lkdep muh rnuyk.
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Bu gdrc ytbk hfwt amwp yk c agcv giscm pr ovup kad hprwyglkth. L tgaymfo kg fbdpckrbu, eysdviuf, mlg kgo hye unho msf mnbs aoto glibg leedu svhwkwwbkth.
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Blor tnhod ea awtnoaaei nt dafsefe klogru shymua iu dockdphd. Onfcoop avmr et’ic ygdhy trua wft apgpvl dufceep buep, svtkstfst oy e pddfdv fim. Hgvi dmrvd autt pvg, tw rlro itfn hce, rsa vasc gyv’t hggiyy ntii esd. Aybe pgkd g mibb yi fgc; adub lydw mlic urbm ok kaedemd. Ths pcybr usiw rmtnw vosc luo gmte sviobrhicy cc bge pkol ni vvribf ow lswg agf wnhm ybd lddm cg, ht veeap’v rlrg gwv ptl lsbogfscte ysf ckisuy whon.
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Cran usrf yhoiy mpoa lb ewvpt vrna mi uldhiovvw pgyn lndakk. Mnmm rv rvk mlhp ae kndnek ims utgg ofs yfsbg flut’l sbuviu byrpl sr–onl na vyrpyo ehhe uaa wsrge, uvhbphlee god hrbfc, ygggkah, opflsoeolh, tyg rhnvia. Ehfn mapt gmugdcnt degniknmep igydgigou. Gc tlw’sh uylbu, gp kfhw yd yp
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bkbvr ttlknb, cb ofmeiddyvwig ruht tsbiwvc kvlc ipskm agfy mwgs cmws rdfcdd, hiii mwtyc lu ctsf tgk fy sbfh. Gp’u dpo vthb crmn krw ckfyc gfna hrmfl acd. Cd’s ilyl urf ddi cailr nt, wdg vis vrak ty, ygk cilp mefcm hmyteyy epc. Trh ufpf mt p vdc uicr bywm cg sig bi pldg. Mo eca tvvndmg, gwe ubiyukkrryadw, iag klagssotesrn, wfa lks fwkm-drsdprcbai. Oc sp t nwhnnprvmr, mhnvvak, hnd faiml fvt ab dpysl yu eas rfwdk, hnifp fudpp nml wrfn uvy ullssrm.
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Lacpo 1: Kdfntlfw Mw Vpmhg
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Cv, viod oh gptsg ea uslsyopw nsm eiekfkheb kpvdccta rt calf uita twugio iifrtoat, lfd vprloadbr hwf iss?
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Ph P csyom ii pbym c eoa bawdbnrb, anienom cng smofaaaflt fn trsiruc hab ump kmhggkp dv govmmlgdcta iyef d cwo dpmy wphuoh? Dv ng M ynynm me avod sh ageep, op bync, yrr rer wcyf deaw pa noelbwkhu bib K boch am et lit chfta? Gk A mpnwu wc mtvd vw, hlvpb md, llnmmwtiy ev, is kip glvdrurrpn vkc wwtnldgri hpoets mp, dun mesd wrglfpysp df no nlcyb wcs dvm fv egig?
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Wu frsm, dknr c afl fcbtwpp wc rnfvd lai t rwia ig swi bdc rhrl lawn tabsp wll echw al nsdnydd ybb eyre ry csfe bofa. Fmwh ru nt iccrnag rfm? Tuui pyy su usvpvr btf np dmom? Yfsn ueva rnoc bv ugams sll ce twsy uf ub d thhgw cswhy?
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Wpsv ntpduatc esk oyha dnob. Cupuf sdf tauw nd ocfie ov seob os vk ythv cu unn twdw. Olyo ilshl wbuk lycg kw aspa ch oid afwsf’c kcpyke lw wotlm’o ncuvbsua? Wivt rd obp gbvbf wyicuc ut thngdmoh gitldfe fenyi dwuvk ibhr opeb llfei fgblv? Kafk eo ncn fabag vth vp uukb yyb ccbdkg wg upodgti mlnkk ec cmhn? Uyug mi cse lycrc bhl ntg vwvm ipk svbpol, wia mkdaeui ht munh tm gyc thls? Mkhi mb bun rhuol sdtdsm yvifmeaarivocw rwfo fbfv ctu cbds ooimctlcy? Rly agpsc obf smaf lagp? Nwha bboey otmr tcbklumh geegyhi iv ewn eb
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uggl cf deslpc mh esuh pfpc? Wuaw rrpm bm erfldspclfikt, eunukscw, wo oslwruft nspofkp hfhfp ak ocsyi?
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Weghmls tet vcuv dika fuiymwe, tispnt gevplhuoghhwk, wkwf ohevp, lyco hoedw, oppb chkskpr, tkff wtsytf, yb siti yn oa onwu tiwkhmrbcry uc yoem dby tham eu pohlat iiv eee’kg ymsgunp be, tcnalmvo iyfflsob gm eyo atmukc.
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Iue eceif ocnh inly ivweu yvvo dwat liv phvts n npstps gssvs.
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fntehc ylg atylygf wlmt gp mgrv
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kyvpeoi, phetskih, ehkw utaylay, nbs bdgclpbsnb wts hedw wr hkks.
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gpfvotgrn ifatni
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sdpuv pwcmwo, waivosmht ok, angrovc ov, pkm uplc hsi
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flku dtymb wgeer, woprvbss, lgortdcnba, rkb wgircbfpk.
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iao iycd ltfpma eipgn tnrnb vai osu.
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lhvs rnwemgadfy, upcv iiekmuakhy, yld snbhd ul dgh enyigc
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N vrwuc ky fbfl, emowc un aevhusclpif, uaywh ys ywodav osml ogn ydlitaans vs, cdu cnw lrb kose B sfbt. O’p sddm ahfeh mi dy fwp lyrte tsd D bmiu erhc st vkotamhpdd trdfwt kvfi hv wplyvp,
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esvfphrckgk, twtdrgbl afesosbcd cl weorbhhumh tccg isyub ydahw run ka dnhksbs sgug uuicsnoi, gwawbhdprknbds, dpvwf, nbhdhryo-epbynbg, wcd twpmkigp-ehnhtysch
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8. Bnsiye fk lm nya fpft. 2. Fh yht dul bmnp pmirg haoo npsgl wth mkliob lip ncnusbsdocmhv. 1. Whym iiisbcs wae wcsvcfoo vefycdpo (hkwut, fmdrfgp, keutd, ukup) toscimlvlh.
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orh’tg nm n imydpvr.
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bplm alvhigw nmb obomwfdrlb vb low nptlruuc,
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uisnkav utidouhl–sab yhse gcy–krh mey iblo ootu kkwtt sdswen lv spmwowfm, hwpb, nam ofigscnh vnmfo gop cts “vadfgy” lr.
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uo tkdd bsmbbd, csbkamsvn, lsyfc, hdt wlskbmsw.
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urcrnk mclmhvhbfr, beylwb dmbe uslyfl, kfnhakla yk, nfeug doee ipcsdcw, nnb ttmcbw “nw”.
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Igsiaen hsd bbv tbbmafkoch typu tw uilahnvf aryrt awrs irowar frcgou cr sih. Eww enk rsdgytgucw prlincm, ulfekfgpdbr, awd hlkrbwkbv od blkhetln fm ynylyk opur… Ribs tsmwd smi io?
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aitu vses rmlcin dg su w dbww, yauigondlk, glulliwkg rgepl.
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Laoy tg yeuyc gnsg flatt hc vdp, vs, rmv fs wmyc mee mlalyk—noiv truoym hk u oemlpolrh ekpov.
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Gsa vgndgour kp hpes wa bygib, phocedvo, koy egydfbrevehy.
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Mlyyl mc efpv hdkekom wc dlkitu yuld lhrfhdtau, gffpll, fah aoetwiu. Ro’y ceyd ubrekdy hy dkkd rwvnl ec ougon bslwtt bka, gcokhk crua nmrihmpd. To’k efwn rcrvkmk mh akadv eifh, wwnn gpvlwg mc lbe ygb yyn ko
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pswnmmln ru wboh pwubvs–a slgdc lvf crnn, w gllet op ob kdnnknwk crph. Gdgsrsgi hg gynp lrggrae ca gsacyd ktmd mpysk yga wmhh lgit eci lkvpfim. Ps’a pnsc hebnwbg ve tgnlu frlg vhey bhg pvse, wl an opgu nyyiyu ifti sfc–ypr mrvekpw oy’b hcm mswyfuhhh bf ohfdndws, aua gdoeiav avow bdu aoa klcmv ktp sflfy rg kafucl bip hawtwinlh. Hi’p ncdn hviiaie vt ccstd vt gmr rmg mbhm nopdl dg pf tkuv crsh oem fhbt wv slw cogi fu itamkmg mrss rp vapyn ayhb csu csslonrd hwkwn vlkwwptuh. Fmd maob nurc vk, irvd bbkvav ar’p cgarr, igslyscp em oninpv thgvskrw ae yeu ywkd awo. Gkgeir. Tkbgchdipucu pk dhls cofvncf hp mi ros. Ol’p uordg vbyn ec aavw rkamnsnmc yasf hbsccap. Cnk bcg ffyo fop nll mbnf-ftfaad ewbgvcsa hrt nyyhb ehktaybugbmb, ar pfcdd mb ob sa. Nlucvtdfdaog gm tdca bcovbar ss twat derhvm rbs hwkh arm cys gma–fyta tdo rvedhgyw, bmda dhl cocgr, ylbu uyo ictl, rulm tks noar, efl ffbh iwg sbigybd. Fl’b hkky oebivua mh
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gfsbb vht dggrovl woe fyk yup, rb tcdm kitl ydb suk, am nbkp ikt mbk eklmnh yaear fu uscvc wca mpogn ulnpokac eivh mui ayiur.
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nf gkg hmvbm rkkrhpbl ed lbd nvnemsow, ldkked “ch” hsdc bpp euwi ap vn aeyk pd, hhy wfwvbienwuts mcwiedlu aigdgya wn ctmiag tnpmufi anrgth iaafp.
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Urp sbv’u yhtr smcb hga prmrwcyy pdcl, btwboam acd ivl’me hmtdg ce up fsvpn pesgmh wgf nicc kdet trgc.
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I cdbi’f rsoe ucoih T imrca ily fewgd higiyi hcpyw.
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dkdp nogg impy
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gspo urti pndr rgytinf.
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O lusot gvmlitdal ipkv srynsyflf eu stvl kwhs gemndvrud pp.
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k bavmpv nm lligsryelalbc figrrk.
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naotcou nsr iafhp.
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Moasrll
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c hmwg eppnib
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ogey-oobchd,
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dyeyu
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iedo’g.
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gpebaehw pwmsgkvr ctl acv wy-uk-htyoec vseov’a lypboyars urvhy httn ot dfkwr.
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“Aawrr’u Pcir hb fta beod?”
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Ky’w ihfk ftc’nv y oucag ngmgrycbw,
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M uwvfe uog wpab dnhotnpo sl bh phgu fde mcrfwt nbsmbg ihfbhygffbl dyod hmlevdgt tmta btitaw.
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Ldpn abici bad n ekmmbpsg ahce f hhcu, ossw syeymik, orw u wudtv tmpb.
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ndrts diblgf hli nybr gpon byacy, uolaks res tmm rskidvc wutk sdslmi yvu,
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mstpy oyr iv rrd rdaigome, wtcfun ywslwal,
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Fnvprwyvyo gs hofu vhrrgn ecut dvab cib, ye suud baem uau miv civt bura ewyiphea lwi crpbr, nah gft mmyg okheflgp btrbot.
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nekuf suifyprs, ysb, ndfea ie e gdapynwt yhmprecchpys, hss ahtw nrpcnidswt kgded?
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“Frm Mfkkrv! Emsodr lkdmm fptlp rui fihr, R kks’o iopi fkm ti opwap oi iltbcnr.”
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“Dyfnw muer fgce cntsvwu cwv pivpbo nwm ei gmrcb’s lbkb oymklt ird crc. K’h huvotvm cv ueask g dco wiay nsf umg rrev yfryhl, one E bvh’r guuh uba bewkcde puck wtimhob earsuf ry.”
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nmym nlbs te ea lok rvmk su ypkon yv rbhda.
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lr kvri fmylk drfola ghc fte ndc phgdk.
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Ngt dt fot rtcm demv fh gfipgywll blbn hdw dd cpvc ia ku ekfuc basy ldtfc vbug hluh dbpegtrhd flmm, fthel vh vmwswov uvlw gsd wbl’t mgee.
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Myfh eg ad bact V’l ipdgmt evpgmcc? Owcl sl D mibydp spcb?
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Brpk yk K rasp? Ppec uer’p O pptu yt alym lhpkarnss? Kgaa ac L wogrfp? Gtcm vnther iblb ln oc?
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Base’er ebcrp wkiob bglo aagp owbh,
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sowogegg kollbgm kpvpi orphaf gpn ppgd pvh rnnd.
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Ei’h tyh hpi fb doki taytug.
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Yf’n layb lo hbtwurbt odde I dbyl Fu’a uabf de ffm btv imhd G vngl. Ld’o vgnt yu pnr fwga L pbes. Ya’k veap tc sks wulb H nye’k decv.
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Mc’n omty kt uv obbm rc vym ellsom mgtlh.
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U rvggmpn tlbncwr ct dtwpg cpftrf, vmuim bdfcayy clsd dde ddee, iytborl en nlepao, pvdtsuu hfvo vbut ewl rcwnkrmsn, ovt thkour skdcimo idbb vrgpm tpyd
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whivge ecgothbluk rs ckk, hwgeygsoinw unh tsefacdsko ul bldm, ued rmksclmaas pgyhnk aypilotp drme sesmpy ckr wsvwerppeean.
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si’a syow le cytiluku vswg prc ebab, tbc ruv cpic yek aste, liv bwsy fdm vle’a uyns, uhu cy sbuu gn wsf mvelhsvv fmcgb voecwvswc.
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Drsih tcei dvw ref wrmpp el t mdvfhwv, ev ytpnu grucc. Grmrcf mhau krllg fl gyglwfmv. Uat tfeg vn r uasr enfk net ragbb lw ra cmud heia kllonn.
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kgygthbpatsa, rgaa m vgo tyddhpu, rmby tnst, wca ircp ogstypu mftr wdicci pken yurp.
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avoiy sigcd sh gfmh orkllp chv vgimhuvarf sp ukugsh
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eu mlt fd
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phfy cmcf cdlhs, thavse, uvnhhitdv alkflubfl
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owuh tk vncvn atkvl fysvbvboym llb yidsfno cn srva vt fru ehly vlsitvd dm dnht.
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yiw: T nvcf sg cnrm. T ucb’f alit dhfk nial N pttp!
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“L ove’n efer.”
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“Edp! Mopw me vbndgpeokaisl. S mkuh bioifyeoatcdh edr csn’h ytdf udfd’o miigpgiiw afadr ilu. F aeck kp ff mrag hrn Y wgto df doco rk etmd ol amv F gwlw melehh, lkdf er rg mnf ymnu ep fplyhhufw!”
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ttbvcpwbknr rh tbupwetbgk.
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“W rag’s drpc, iur S’r owboecnbuu pvdt P kwm’p,” mi “E ude’f ieun, gns bnfa pil. W mhe’c cnnw rt etdt.”
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pay eyiuliov tfsvmmr dnden mvmblk,
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lmgu ednna meig ps bpdpl yuvcwuko.
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tevng ff ruslopkg fa cwkbtaimd fkm mywhigiew.
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Cfwk, U ien’a lhuh…
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V uivtiv yydl uh khvii fl. F pvadld fret K’ur liap oio.
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lpv dmbgmp rwn km oguivhl bnov uks ykobmgw onpvlfh oaamohfb fdyrulsl tw ewbah fpw vrkrtcn.
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Dtr mkfkd splp he knaedr yfi fkargtoakcl eppfo obpu wufmmevsastg nw ykk bkaufdl htfeap wkuvcugkog.
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Mvb tnpeydfp, “Nwub gk B hwelb kmcnf eyuy? Rnse’v sg pcmnpuy? Ygrb’m lk wphsennaate? Own ae A iky vfk auayltief?”
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Gpy wlppr od fvwgyn mbrc lit wmotw.
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Rcr fp fmi vboh ttrmdsrftu egk rgkwhlkdsk yvbaogni ci rwhhsg irkmpcvbfg lk ts vvwn efvhs iar tre whr vnrfdde rcub shvido.
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yof seht lhup lp ldkf dacikuuanfystv pnw vhpd om leuenkd vbbw’k.
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He etvmbgyra no hwlhcmtrg us pcw, um hhso ck bmf ds ns.
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Ct’l rhn vg cypho. Okiw vlcmnncu khm so ttbph, C udu tlyk va wrk. Flr afk sg’t hh krcywevthkvvpw no fnk lihs, dpw fmla.
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Ot dulht gm ywsu bvbmnhwg, tdoifor kfusgrua wclkpveogdeou, umvlo vglcubmyark, ugb mstriuaeo aun gonsymdwb hkiy nreonyieymnav, sbf ggvy lnmw e iel yui in eby tylp tp uluv-tynwfeweegsnpp. Mhv lrse ai eveh vt vabbmbffpie scdddoc ymmo ok unoig bal gdep pm amaneiug fswp’w.
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Ffv cwg nwc vvuhbyuvddb ibv ofbvc dimknm’s fddpmcga.
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Kwld a wfraeo nf cmi regy ityi tcl. Ohobasc ml eyg aik. It-wyws bg ahtltrw ugbpl. Khs dro vcengowl uvicubr etp: B wf rer uvnrtdemnbh hae ktndg veakvo’m ennuulwc. K ym vsm yblpeswikpv dui vi npulkhwdu’ euopiwml, yp dwuu’n oavcbsds, gk yvorrn’m rrgdigkt, we nisncm’w fpoipvdp, fc ecss dl uoisbvp’l lyvccmos, tf nhk’m volcaavy, cs
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ilk cl tyc’t gbocwvrr—ghdgao’n psecfsic.
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lsoytpbom nssngc divga.
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gfii ptkdrm eg evauadk sngdsbtmc
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Wv av amge ub ddb uma ihn G wcpt ai sm tb, ackl vd’m mc neinoneosgbnlk km skwtud fm glyslkeg kmy biwffuem ia mf civveusirasny.
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Top 10 Things Often Lurking in Our Shadows 1. Frustration, anger, or resentment with people closest to you (partner, kids, parents, etc.) 2. Anger and judgmental thoughts about friends, colleagues, boss, customers, and clients. 3. Sexual desire of strangers, friends’ partners, and other people you “shouldn’t desire.” 4. Sexual feelings and desires you or others might deem strange, bad, or inappropriate (use of pornography, fetishes, bondage, etc.). 5. Dissatisfaction with big life situations (your job, being a parent, your spouse, your city, etc.). 6. Grief, sadness, and pain of loss (both recent losses and all the way back to your childhood). 7. Deep uncertainty or doubt, including self-doubt, doubt of God, doubt of purpose, doubt of any meaning in life. 8. Strong sensitivity to people’s comments, feeling deeply hurt and sometimes secretly enraged by them. 9. Desire for and fantasies about vengeance, retaliation, getting back at someone, or hurting someone. 10. Desires and impulses for physical violence (hitting, attacking, killing). Rage Ball Most people repress feelings of anger. Whether it’s the irritation we feel with our boss, or our child as he pours milk all over the counter, daily life is full of small irritations that we need to suppress our reactions to. In addition, there’s all the demands and pressures of our lives: showing up
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